I don't know really, I haven't been on here for a while, apologies for that, I am rather ashamed to say that I havent acccomplished any more on the list except go to subway and try a meatball sub which I have to say was well worth the wait no wonder Joey from Friends loves them they are epic, also known as the 'joey special'

Recently have been finding and realising despite having had this blog to begin with that life is short. There are no guarantees that you will live tomorrow therefore you have to live today. I have to admit although easy in theory putting it into practice is another story.

There seems to be so much sadness around, and its so heartbreaking, because theres nothing you can really do to help.  We all want to leave this world hoping to have left a mark on it, to say that in some way we helped the world in a small way to make it better, I think we forget that sometimes that we are ALL important as individuals we all have a role to play.

Thats the way I want to leave this world having had done something for someone else, just to have helped someone or something a bit better.

Sometimes everything is just a constant struggle, and your struggling to fight struggling to stay alive, and all you can feel is pain, but that pain it reminds you your still alive.

Do you ever wonder about your life? About whether you feel your just letting it pass you by, that your not really living? The time to do something is now. We don't want to wake up with regrets of broken dreams and hopes and desires. Sometimes though it seems your struggling and fighting and trying so hard to keep afloat, but sometimes despite your best efforts you feel your sinking and all you feel is disappointment, for having failed, disappointment in yourself.

There are some in this world, who have had so many things that have happened to them through no fault of their own all due to CIRCUMSTANCE and yet if you met them in the street you wouldn't be able to tell. It is definitely about 90% attitude and 10% what happens to you, I remember seeing it in a quote somewhere and its so true. I need to be more like that, I wish I was.

Thats sort of the end of my little blog writing for now, be happy people do what you love, remember that life is precious.

New Year

Happy New year Everybody! Hope that it is a great year for you all and as Oprah Winfrey said another chance for us to get it right! Does anyone have any new years resolutions or do some believe they are a non starter in the sense that they always get broken?



 I have a few of my own this year, lets hope I can keep them! I will let you know... did everyone have a good christmas? I hope so, good time to be with friends and family, did you get everything you wanted? Wishing you all the best for 2012, did you all see the new year come in?

I promise I wont make it so long next time I write! :)