Atonement.

.We all make mistakes, feel really guilty about making them wondering why we made them in the first place, wanting to be forgiven for our sins, which some people could not forget. They could not find it in their hearts to trust us again, because in their eyes you had committed the ultimate betrayal.

So you tried to move on with you lives and forget the past, try to atone for your sins, for all that was wrong and the mistakes that you made. Hoping one day that we would be forgiven or else die old, feeling guilty for something so deep into our hearts that the burden never truly faded away.

The truth is that you cannot undo what has now been done, for your behaviour your sins, your address, your lack of selflessness, your  flaws, I am no angel I do not deny that. Were there reasons for what you did? Did you just make an honest naieve mistake? Or did it go deeper, was it intentional? Did you apologise, get down on one knee were you pushed away to the side, too much resided in you deep inside.Was there a cause was it two sided can you make or break it did everything coincide?

We are not perfect, we hold people to high standards believing that they would not harm you. What happens when they do? Will you crumble will you fall? Will you tumble far below?

Let time take you far, forgive yourself, try to think of the future and not the past, bring your hands together pray a little more, remind yourself, that you have come this far, that what defines you now is how you deal with that mistake. Will you repeat it or will you learn from it? Your choice, two forks in the road, which one will you decide?